OUR FIRST TIME
INTRO:…there we were in each other arms, finally alone, looking in each others eyes. He looked dead at me, winked softly then laid his soft warm lips onto mine, our lips dancing together in perfect harmony. My eyes closed, I gasp, he starts down my neck, kissing and sucking, our moans making a sweet sound that turned me on all the more. I needed more…I wanted more....
I loved my best friends Bruno and Phil, they were just amazing. I’ve known them for so long and we were like brother and sister. I first met Bruno about 6 years ago…..he was 19, new to L.A and me, I was 18 straight outta high school…yep you could say I was fresh meat in a dog pound. Well anyway we met through Eric, he knew my sister Jesse, so since me and Bruno were both aspiring singers those 2 thought we should meet…I remember it like it was yesterday…
Im at my sisters place getting ready, knowing that I was meeting someone, didn’t know exactly who, but I knew I was nervous. I took my sisters dress which was the right kinda tight around my body…it was black and short, I put on her Louboutin heels cause we wear the same size and straightened my curly hair then flipped it over my head so that I had a sweet seduction look…and boy did I have it…I put on suddle eyeliner and mascara, light red lipstick and walked out the door. The place wasn’t far so I walked…got cat called which scared me so I walked faster I woulda passed it if I didn’t look up to check my surroundings…BLU MONKEY BAR & LOUNGE it said….18 and up…perfect. This is where im supposed to meet this guy…hmmm…his band’s name was sex panther…nice. I was nervous and excited…the butterflies were raging…so were my hormones….yeah, ha. I walked in and saw a man on stage testing out the piano and with a nice, sweet voice, light tan skin, curly hair, big brown eyes and a contagious laugh he had….wow.
This guy was hot….wait. IS THIS Bruno? Nah, I don’t get that lucky…ever. I didn’t even know until I saw Eric laughing with him….oh snap, that IS him. Oh my gosh, he sounds and looks and sings like that…oh boy, yup he was way outta my league…damn. I tried to approach Eric all sneaky first cause I was toooo nervous to meet Bruno yet, but my spy attempt failed. He spotted me then whispered something in Bruno’s ear, he smiled then looked at me. I swore I saw his mouth drop a little, he was caught checking me out and I just stood there frozen, then he called me over , I walk towards him, my heels click clacking away, he hopped off the stage and reached out his hand
“Im Bruno Hernandez.” he said. Then I reached out thinking he was gonna shake my hand, “Im Sa-” was all I could say because he never shook my hand, but kissed it…”hi Sa,” he said with a smile, “im guessing your Sa-rah?”
“yes, sorry.” I said shyly
“don’t sweat it beautiful.” he said and I swore he looked me up and down and bit his lip. He was flirting with me and I loved it. I knew my sister wont approve but fuck it…im in L.A. not in high school anymore…im a woman now.
I started giggling a lot pondering on this whole situation, then I put down my head shyly…he slowly took his hand and picked it up by my chin, “lets hear you love” he said
“ummm, im not sure” I was tooo nervous and distracted by him…god he was hot and flirting with ME….oh boy….not good.
“oh gimme a break, the way you look I know you sound even better.” he said very sure of himself…
I couldn’t resist he was gassing me up so I went up there and sang ‘At Last by Etta James’. my voice all smooth and sultry, I didn’t even think I could sing THAT good, I saw him bite his lip…hard, and smile, a crooked smile, with his perfect dimples. Him, Eric and Jeff, the 3rd member of sex panther all started clapping and whooting.
“Wow…that was….woah.” was all Bruno could spit out. I blushed….and boy did it show. From there we were just looking at each other….eye to eye, from that night we just hit it off, we never drank but somehow we got very comfortable with each other, he had his arm around me the whole night and he kept whispering in my ear….it was turning me on so much. He said things like “if we were alone, you‘d love me.” or “that’s not fair, what your wearing…your trying to get me excited.” oh boy I couldn’t take it….so I got up and went to the bathroom, he must have been reading my mind because he followed me into the bathroom, locked it and threw me up against the wall, but not rough, more passion than anything. He looked dead in my eyes and went for my lips….god did he taste good. He then went down to my neck, I was grabbing at his curls, God, this was insane…I cant believe I was losing my virginity to the hottest man ever…and as if on cue…he asks “wait…are you a virgin?”
“uh, no.” I had to lie, he probably woulda thought he was raping me or something if I woulda said yes. Then he smirked and continued on , he went for my dress next and slipped my bra off like a pro. It kinda caught me off guard…but I liked it. Next thing you know his shirt was off and we were kissing like our lives were depending on it…gosh the taste of his lips and tongue on me turned me on so much…I couldn’t take it anymore I wanted him…all of him but then a knock on the door…
“Bruno? Are you in there? We gotta go bro, they‘re closing.” said Eric
“Damn…honey I…” Bruno tried to spit out
“Its okay…” I said breathing heavily…”Some other time….”
“No, come to my place….well my brothers but im sure he wont mind” said bruno
This was serious, he musta REALLY wanted me “Alright Bruno, anything.” I told him
So he helped me get my bra back on while slowly planting kisses up my back then he helped slip on my dress then started kissing me again…this time slower with passion…
Another knock from Eric…”Bruno…cant you wait till we get home for this? Lets go!”
So he took my hand and we walked out, as if nothing happened, but apparently two people in the mens bathroom…one being female, was very suspicious…
We got back to Eric’s place and Bruno actually fed me, “Here, Cindia is an amazing cook, you look hungry…” he said with a bowl in his hand..
“Cindia? Eric‘s girlfriend?” I asked
“Yeah, this is her and Eric‘s place, I live in that room.”
“Oh, okay.” I said as Bruno was talking a piece of ziti to feed me with
“Here try some” he said and I opened wide, he fed me with his fingers, god I knew what he was up to so I played along….I took his finger and slowly sucked up all the sauce that was on it, slow and smooth…I heard his breathing hitch….
“Forget the food” he said and lifted me up towards his room,
I was giggling and kissing him along the whole way….
Then when we got to his room, he turned on the light but I shut it off….”what the-?”
Was all Bruno could say because I had kneeled down and unzipped his pants…I knew I was a virgin but I wasn’t born yesterday….I slowly felt ‘it’ getting harder….I slowly took it out and stroked it, Bruno already breathing heavy…then I slowly took it ALL in…woah…I didn’t know I could do that….Bruno was moaning so loud, it made me so wet just hearing him…then he stopped me and said “This is amazing, but I need you…” so I got up and slipped off my dress and bra then I grabbed him, started kissing him and he lifted me up towards his bed….
The next morning i woke up and I remember seeing him shirtless but with boxers on…I looked I had his t-shirt on
“God you look sexy like that.” he told me
I blushed and got up, he pulled me towards him and said “Come with me down to the studio, this label said they wanted me to produce a track for this artist and today‘s my first day…please. It‘d mean the world to me…”
So I nodded and blushed….what an honor, he asked me of all people….he must of really wanted more than a one night stand….then Eric walked in….
“Hey guys, Bruno how was it bro?” he asked starting to laugh
That was rude. But it was his brother and his house…I didn’t care.
“Eric hush…” said Bruno in a low voice
“Oh come on so she finds out you were a virgin UNTIL last night.”
My mouth dropped…he just looked at me….”oops, surprise.” he said
“Oh my god….” I cant believe I took his virginity…
“Yeah I know you weren’t but…” damn, I lied to him….I guess now its okay to come clean. “Actually I was a virgin up until last night too…”
“Stop trying to make me feel better”
“No im serious, my parents were crazy strict and I didn’t wanna lose it to a little high school boy…”
“Oh, then I guess we took each other….wow…you didn’t seem like a virgin”
“Neither did you…”
“Hey, I wasn’t born yesterday.” we said at the same time…then we started laughing
We got dressed and went to the studio, that whole night we were joking and laughing like we were best friends and that made last night feel awkward…for the both of us…
“Hey, I know last night was amazing but…you seem like you could be even more…”
He said…I hope he didn’t mean we’d go out….he seems like a better friend, the was he was today…
“Friends?” I said…
“Yeah, but close…you seem great and I don’t wanna ruin anything we might have in the future” he said while stroking my cheek,
“Agreed, I feel the same way.” I said smiling and rubbing his hand
“Yeah, you were so different and sweet today…”
“Wanna know a secret?” he said “don’t get mad alright?”
“when you first walked in I spotted you and wanted you, but only for a one night stand, I thought you were some girl, but when Eric told me you were Sarah, my mind went way beyond just the one night stand, I want you in my life….more than just sex….but best friends….” he said smiling
“Bruno, wow, I didn’t even know…” I said
“Glad you’re here now, with me, best friend.” he said hugging me
Wow, last night was amazing and our little secret, a secret now kept as best friends, everyday from then on we’d be at the studio, laughing and acting like best friends would…not a though of loving him crossed my mind…but it was still there.
That started our friendship, and Phil came about a year later, chilling with me and bruno, he was too funny, I loved them and still do….today I was supposed to meet Bruno and Phil at Bruno’s house for movie night….so I got my pj’s and snuggie and brought snacks, then drove over to Bruno’s place, before I knocked he answered
“Hey sis!” he said lifting me up hugging me, gosh he was awesome, the greatest guy friend a girl could ever ask for….this is why me and bruno stayed friends for so long even after that fateful night…he was good to me and treated me the right way….
“I got your fave Bruno, salsa and scoops chips”
“Yes, your awesome” he said and planted a kiss on my cheek
“Hey Sarah!” I heard Phil and Urbana from the couch…
“hey guys What are we watching?’
“Your favorite, Jeepers creepers 2...” Bruno told me
Yes, I was a horror whore…but I loved cuddling up in my snuggie still being scared as hell watching it…and with Bruno here, I had a cuddle buddy.
We had the futon in the living room opened and we all sat and watched the movie, Bruno came and shared my snuggie with me and I cuddled with him…I didn’t care….we were too close of friends so it wasn’t awkward…I eventually fell asleep in his arms and we slept together the whole night…I remember feeling him stroke my hair and mumbling….“I wish it was like before….when we were in love…it was short but I miss it.”
Oh no, he had those feelings too? Could we be lovers again? Would it ruin everything we had, we fought for? Oh boy, I grabbed him tighter, but he still thought I was asleep so he cuddled me and fell back into sleep……